make it an everyday thing

My boyfriend

Tue, 22 Dec 2009 22:48:20 GMT

Rest day on a normal weekday , decide to go for a pleasant picnic and the rain has to come on OFF DAY, must ! Well, the rain didnt wash the spirit away , we continue to go ahead with our plan in the afternoon when the rain paused. Having with us 1 packet of cookies and some fruits , we lay out the mat on the soft green grass. The after rain weather makes it so conducive for a afternoon nap ,we almost cant wait to dive onto the mat. Indeed the touch of the gentle wind and the smell of the fresh dew grass is just too comfortable to believe .Plus having boyfriend to cuddle me into his arm , i just want the clock to stop ticking for that moment . =) His smile gently blew me off =) I didnt remember those families beside , i only remember that there were a group of boys playing ruby ( i think i saw my junior , jun wei being one of them ) imagine munching away the food and watching a live ruby match , just what i wanted a pleasant afternoon picnic . We definitely took some photos of us , but i'm not going to post all here . The sun shine softly , grass as green as ever and our happiness makes the picture so good . Could'nt even be bothered about the fat arms and messy hair . We sang, we read , we eat , we laugh and we smile . Spending time together , is all i had in mind afterall . I think about it , even if we didnt came out and we simple stay at home , i guess we may still very very satisfied .

Mid afternoon , as we head off to the sushi place for lunch The craziest thing happened !
Tyre went flat ! OMGosh ! So how So how So how !!! Boyfriend call his dad , dont know what he ask him . All I had in mind was auto mobil , the car technician that is just a call away .I Remember the same thing happen to my aunt's car early this year and she call the auto mobil guy , they took half an hour to travel down and 20 mins getting it fixed !

Instead of calling the automobil , boyfriend says he can do it himself !
REALLY ? and so i told him i will try to help but i seriously have no idea what to do .
As soon as he took out the spare tyre from his car boots , the rain comes again ! OH NO !
Not now rain , dont you know our situation ?
Nothing of this is what i am expecting , therefore all i could do is to shelter him with umberalle and sing song .

see the rain ? and my poor boyfriend ! aiyoyo !

Before i even realized he finish changing the tyre within 20 mins ! WOW !
My boyfriend is amazing !
Given the credit that he did it all by himself , when the car technician from auto mobil had a helpful partner .
Win a Goal for boyfriend ! I'm super impressed by him !

I very much want to stop here , as this is really the main point of this post ! MY BOYFRIEND CHANGED A TYRE WITHIN 20 MINS ALL BY HIMSELF ! haha

he deserve a very yummy lunch after much effort ! and so we head off to a sushi place , i forgot the name of the place but it's at south bouna vista road . The sashimi standard is as good as the ones in japan !

this is just the starter .

Just a short entry with a few pictures which i hardly post any and i dont even know if anyone reads it anymore but i would like to keep it into my memory.
I love My Heavenly Father whom blessed me with addison =)

To break the spell

Mon, 07 Sep 2009 10:16:49 GMT

WOW ! 2nd entry in a month !

Alright , just trying to have some fun while doing OT at work . How annoying

I got a phone call yesterday , this someone call me for a talk .

He was telling me how different he felt from his peers .
Apparently, he just went to attend his friend farewell party and when he was there he meet up with his group of JCs friends .
Because he is in a private Uni and a very active christian life makes him very different from his peers.
Most of his guy friend just step in to uni and his girl friends are in their last year .
Everyone all there are talking about all the activities they do in uni and whatever ... he was so quiet unable to relate to what they were talking about .

Poor boy , how sad .

But i'm actually happy for you , I felt that it's time for you to think and find out what you really want and to not afraid to be different .
To overcome this he has to be sure about what he is doing and to have confident in it . Never think that you aren't as good as them . It is good that you felt that way , i hope these peer pressure will bring you forward .

my post

Mon, 07 Sep 2009 09:59:55 GMT

My post comes in once a month nowadays well sometimes i missed it .
It's becoming more and more like my menes =)

primary school mate

Wed, 05 Aug 2009 05:33:02 GMT

I LOVE FACEBOOK , FRIENDS FINDER !
Through then i found my long lost primary school mate sheena ! how amazing !

I used to study in damai Primary school , which is located in the east .
I then transferred school when i was Primary as my whole family moved to the west .
Since then i keep in close contact with sheena via phone and occassionally stay over at her place =)
It was truly unforgettable as it will take me super long to get to her place and also the first time traveling so far without my parents =)

I remember the days in primary when we were still young and innocent , we played thing like , The" i dont friend you game =)"
Very often children like to say i dont friend yuou and then friend her again before going back to sch =) haha
Well , my friends seems to dont friend me very often , but sheena my besties then ALWAYS FRIEND ME !!!
Love love her =)
At the same time she was always been the little girl with pretty features and stylish looking =)

Proud to have a kind and stylish friend back again =)

happiness =)

3 years down the road

Fri, 26 Jun 2009 05:09:16 GMT

when i was just a little girl i ask my auntie what will i be ?
will i be pretty ?
will i be slim ?
that's what she says to me ?

hey qin qin , qin qin , qin qin

whatever will be will be ? the future not us to see hey qin qin qin qin
what will be will be .

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indeed future not us to see , only God knows the future .
only by holding onto God will i have peace knowing that my future are in God's hand .

will relationship change over the years ? of cos , no doubt it will .
my family will not change though i know they will miss me ALOT ,  what about my boyfriend ?
We will be dating for a year from nov 08 to jan 2010 . will 1 year of foundation be able to support 3 years of separation ?
we cant .
I dont know what to expect for the separation .
Everyone is trying to mentally prepare us for the things to expect , isn't it ridiculous ?
i DO NOT believe we can do anything now to guarantee a safe seperation for the next 3 years .

What do we have left ?

God

(We as heartless human being will only rememer or turn to god when we need help . )

Only by buliding a firm relationship bewteen god and us , will we have hope for the future .

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when i ask him , will you still want me if i gain 10 more kg
he say yes ...... but try not to lah , you wont want to gain so much weight right ?
gosh ! he should just stop at the yes , and tat will be perfect . haha .

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For addison's church best friends
I'm sorry if i have been occupying most of his time . very sorry about it .
All the misunderstanding please let it pass .
Addison needs you guys to be around when he is lonely and needs a pair of listening ears .
mh , bc and pris i do not have anything for you , but you guys will be the best childhood friend one can ever have and yuou are already storing treasures in heaven .

I'm sorry that that i didnt got a chance to ask you individually , because i know i'm not in a position to ask for any favour from you . just putting these down , so by any chance if you get to see this is really just pure luck . a million

describe you father

Sun, 21 Jun 2009 13:56:58 GMT

I doubt i can .

I'm sad to admit that i have been a very ignorance child .
To squeeze out my father from my limited understanding would be ,

He loves to eat  .As he is always very engross with his food and he eats with sound . haha , like "oos oos "
When my sis and I were younger , every saturday he will bring us all over singapore to get good food =) Sadly , we don't know how to appreciate the food but now when i think about it ny dad shares what he likes will us . Despite knowing how troublesome it is to bring 2 disobedience kids around .

My daddy loves the family =)
He is always home late but on time when giving out allowance . For he so love the family he start venturing in business , wanting to giving us better living , in the end he got himself bankrupt and in debts .
I hate to admit that i treat my dad as a loser whenever he got into such trouble . Think about the things i have said to him in the past brings back so many sad memories .My mouth was like a knife that pierce right into his heart .  Yet until today he did not mention those nasty stuff i have said , I couldn't imagine how painfully it was to meant the broken heart .Because he loves us , he is still hang on till now =)
He is my amazing daddy =)

My daddy is handsome =)
He is my first boyfriend =) my mum gets jealous with us at times because she things we took our dad's attention away from her ,haha .
Whenever , i ask my dad for opinion on my dress he will say , my daughter looks good on any thing =)
He is also very protective towards my sis and i , gets worried when we are home late and question us on the guys we hangout with .
Proud to have him as my first love ? actually not , haha .

In Exodus 20:12
Honor you father your mother , so that you may live long in the land of Lord your God is giving you .

In Colossians  3:20
Children , obey your parents in everything for these pleases the Lord .

In Ephesians 6:1
Children ,obey your parents in the lord, for this is right.
2."Honor your father and your mother " which is the first commandment with a promise
3 That it may go well with you and that you may enjoy  long life on the earth .

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This father's day I failed to give the initial gift i wanted to give .
Which is the Gift of God's love .
The best present one can ever get on earth .

Maybe the time has yet come for him to listen or even accept .
God has his own time , heavenly father i will continue to pray .
Please touch my daddy's heart soon .

I love my daddy
and
i will learn to love and understand him more =)

refresh =)

Thu, 04 Jun 2009 09:34:20 GMT

God's word moves mountain , including me and boyfriend .

Wed, 03 Jun 2009 09:07:23 GMT

you have planned to make up a good dinner for your boyfriend
and so you arranged to leave work half an hour earlier to prepare .
then when you tell him about this
he explain that he will wait till the car is available then he drive down to your place , therefore he might miss the dinner .

Well , it's fair right ? i mean it's more convenient if he has got a car to drive back .

Then you agree with him =)

..........

the next day
you casually ask

you: Hi , boyfriend =) what are you doing ? miss me ?
bf: of cos i do , i miss you all the time ! i'm watching a movie at home , then going out for dinner with my friend.
you : dinner ? i thought you were tired to take publis transport ? now you are telling me you are going to town to eat with your friends .
.................

maybe my cooking is horrible .
* let out a sign ...

in last than 7 months

Mon, 01 Jun 2009 05:35:11 GMT

i will be away .

The panic struck yesterday .
too soon ? not at all !
God knows me well , he is preparing me for next year .

i just came back from holiday , and i'm very determine to save up for my studies next year .
This motivation keeps reminded .
The feeling of missing all the usual things i do , the company i used to have .
The choir practice that i haven get sick of , same goes for the bible study days and the convenience of calling and meeting my friends out as and when .

Coincidentally , i was singing a song on how youth shouldnt let the days slip away
Why am i going to study , why i want to go explore , why am i going away .

Because i want to be a more competent nurse , i want to gain experience , i want to learn .
will continue to ave this in mind . Nothing will change unless God has got another plan for me.

*** to my boyfriend , hard on you . i'm sorry .
please wait for me =)
with love julyn =)

ireadhisblog

Mon, 25 May 2009 09:32:26 GMT

my boyfriend's blog

He is a gift from God to me !
I Pray that we will continue to work hand in hand to serve Lord =)
So far it has been an amazing journey =)

Jia you all my bro and sis in christ ! our reward is in heaven =) Amen !

the sun is bangging at my door

Sun, 24 May 2009 10:17:13 GMT

right in my face ! goodness , i got so much tanning . i guess i am as tan as how i used to be 3 years ago all thanks to kayaking =)
been to japan quite a number of times , but my first time to tokyo city .
Well , i had a pleasant stay in town and i love the food there , all the food ! i'm dead serious i eat like 4 to 5 meals a day .
Tokyo is very much like singapore , except it''s more expensive , therefore nothing much surprise me .
I enjoy hakone very very very very much ! super holiday !
3 days was just enough to see most things there .
in hakone you get to enjoy the beauty of nature from the mountain especially the MT FUJI !!!
it's my first time seeing the MT Fuji , AMAZING !
i simply cant denial the the breath taking part when you just stand in the cool wind to enjoy the view .

will continue to update when i'm back =) love

only have 20 mins to serve the net !!!
annoyed

from spring to summer

Fri, 15 May 2009 05:23:11 GMT

Taking off to japan today !
Cant wait to go enjoy the scent of the spring .
I can almost feel it gushing in to my nostrils =)
The image of having afternoon tea in the garden watching the sakura slowly falling on to my face and blouse , the blissful feeling comes right now =)
As the wind blow and just the right temperature i want to be dressed in my comfy clothes and walking down the busy street of tokyo.
Be soaked in the onsen on a lazy afternoon with be the most desired activity .
The trill of having sashimi straight from the fish market , is going to be my very first time !
What is best for dessert in spring will still be a question mark to me till i'm there to experience !
My God loves me =)
May the lord bless me a safe journey and one full of good memories =)

The sudden switch of temperature , from spring to summer , from tokyo to phuket.
from cooling sweater to bikini on beach !!!!
With my silliest boyfriend and his bunch of band mates =)
love band people they should be the craziest people you YOU should hang out with .
wind surfing , thai boxing , beach volley ball ...and a whale of fun will be waiting for us all.
wearing big straw hat having a cooling tropical punch , yummy !!!!

i love 2009 =)

julyn

a day before

Thu, 14 May 2009 05:50:09 GMT

Felt very much the same .
I will miss you boyfriend =)

i guess it's going to be very much like backpacking this time round and i believe i'm going to have a whale of a time there =)
love being free from all things , in the sense i dont have tell or inform anyone where i'm going and i get to plan my trip =)
First i will dig out the bicycle i used to have and carry it back to where i'm going to stay for the rest of the trip =)
then cycle down the road ,go for a stroll in the park sit by the lake , make new friends =)

yea , i'm going to enjoy =)

Now i'm beginning to feel the excitement =)

saturday

Sat, 09 May 2009 05:35:38 GMT

bollywood veggi rocks !!!!

a comfortable place to hang out no a sunny day , provided if you dont mind the sun .

location , thoug h not as easy to spot as we thought , it wasnt too tough too .
it's at 100 neo tiewroad .
we were driving at the rims of singapore and we were drove through the kranji dam where can see the straits of johor . From kranji drive , kranji way down the neo tiew road till we reach the veggi farm , it's about 15 mins . We also went passed alot of veggi farm and hayden goat farm .
Till we see a decent signboard , BOLLYWOOD VEGGI .

We first head to the toilet , urgent !!! haha
very shaddy toilet

then we were direct to a the farm visit . entrance fees of 2 SGD per head of which i was not told .
Well , we still went ahead .
they provide a piece of map to direct you on the walkable areas =)

there lots of interesting fruit that i have never heard of , things like breadfruit , cat whisper ( flowere ) many many more ...
A lake / pond and seats around for rest , and a shadddy place for the old and sun forbia people =)

Fun continues ..

we then rest at the bollywood cafe .
we had papaya salad , lemongrass tea and aloe vera for a short tea break .
brought back banana muffin .

BANANA MUFFIN WAS SUPER !!!
It was a pity that there isn't wide variety of products for us to buy .

Therefore we procced to qian fu organic farm to get the veggi !!!
I was totally excited , * guess i just need to spend
brought all the organic veggi and fruit which in total cost me 27 bucks nad i would say it's totlly worth it !!!
it's so fresh and friendly to the body !!

will definitely visit there again !!!

patience

Wed, 06 May 2009 05:19:11 GMT

riding a bus was never so tiring .
i waited for the bus for 15 mins , that's fine
from the stop i board to the stop before expree way is about 4 bus stop away .
on the big sunny day it takes the bus 7 mins to hit the high way .
just this morning it takes 20 mins to do so .
dont let me babble about the kia-su office boy and aunt .
in general everyone is squeezing in the bus as if it's the last bus of the day , when the bus comes every 5 mins .

At the time when i board the bus , i got a nice comfortable standing space , by the next stop passengers are already standing on the steps . can you imagine the torture i have to go through for the subsequence stops .

the express way robbed away 30 mins of my time .
my time isn't expensive not that i have alot .
just that being in the bus , facing all the frowning people , people with bushing curly hair , people with unpleasant smell .
all kinds .

I cant ease the jam by being angry , basically i just got to be patience .
But i get bored very bored .
so bored that i need to stretch , so bored that i need to get out , so bored that my headis spinning .
i whisper quietly to myself , hang on there julyn !

i sing to kick off the the boredom .
call my boyfriend even when i know he is sleep =) i'm a very mean girlfriend .
-talking him doesn't make diff , probably worst !!
screaming in my mind !

till now i'm still having headache , therefore not going to continue the nag . bye

Hi , let's not sin !

Wed, 29 Apr 2009 05:32:50 GMT

A greeting learn on sunday .

Confession of my greatest sin .
No control of spending .

i have started working for 5 mths
And i have yet save a single cents .
sob ...

looking back at what i have spent
i don't know
Question to ask
- did i shopped my money away ( not exactly )
- did i spent money on expensive food all the time ( not exactly )

THEN WHERE ?

aaaahhh ...

MAYBE JAPAN TRIP( 2.5 k at least ) ,
no more grandfather no more sponser .
RIP grand-daddy .

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to collect 21 favourite

Tue, 21 Apr 2009 05:54:21 GMT

Not in order

tang yuan
strawberry
wan wan rice craker
sunflower bread
balloons

singing

Mon, 20 Apr 2009 05:38:35 GMT

choir ytd .

we didnt practise at all .
we were all called back to write a song .
goodness. How i wish i was born a writter

no song no home .
NO HOME !!!!! NO WAY !!!!!!!!!!

wrote 1 within 5 mins .
haha
fastest ever .

then realised my aunt and my sis and my boyfriend craking their brain still .

silly me . i still cant go back till they are done .

went down to play soccer , then realised the horrible weather .
Was trapped in air-condition room the whole day , didnt realised how terrible it was .

posting this entry to lighten the mood =)

good day pals =)

why is forgiving so diffcult

Fri, 17 Apr 2009 14:50:41 GMT

God has forgiven everyone
all of us who sin against him.

the entry before was an apology .

Pardon me for my terrible english .

with tears in my eyes , i'm sorry . emily .

your reply

Sun, 12 Apr 2009 14:28:41 GMT

is a comfort , at least you feel something about it .
It applies , i felt terrible when you gave such a remark .

i treasure this friendship we share and i am very thankful to have you , emily ,to have such a friend in my life is a blessing .
Therefore , i do not agree to what you just say , that i devalue or deprciating the friendship .

I really sorry that i have to throw my feels in my journal , because i dont even know anyone who diligently reads it .
i can hardly rememb how i feel when i was typing that entry .
but i can clearly remember how much sadness i was in when you said that .
Till now , i'm fine .not because i dont care . it's because i want to continue with this friendship even after the pain .
i believe by doing so we can all forget about what has happened .
You msg me and i reply , just like how we did before .
i have passed that feeling .

Now i would like to apologies that what you sayon my journal lakes you so uncomfortable, because i dont understand you well enough .
On this earth only God really understand whom someone really is and i'm sorry for not being too sensitive about what you said .

i decide to reply you on my blog because i need space to explain myself , i hope you will be reading it soon . I will contine to keep you in my prays just as before .
until you read this entry, my throat will continue to be choked with a fish ball .

almost done with work =)

Tue, 31 Mar 2009 09:38:02 GMT

It's the beginning of life again !!!
i'm always looking forward to how much things i can do after work .
Trying to squeeze cooking , washing , evening walk , QT with Bf , facial if possible , nice warm bath within 4 hours .
I actually i working rate at the clinic is slower than how i run my life .
Totally opposite . not what i want .

Nevermind qin qin , it's ok hang on for the next 10 months . The time will come , when i can have time for myself =)

Thankful that , no matter where i am i am spending time with god =) Amen

on matters

Tue, 31 Mar 2009 06:06:37 GMT

generally life has been really good .
especially thank God for addison =)
he is like an angel God has sent .

Re: my friend.
maybe it's just me
Or they dont acknowledge me as friend anymore

i asked ; We should meet up again even after person A leave for aus
my friend : No , i will be busy
me : for the whole of the year
my friend : yes , i have shift work
me : ok

My friend how should i put it ?
Do i really know you ? my I a friend of yours ?

Alice is my friend for 8 years , i see her once every year . She runs a company and she is very busy , serious business .
We will always say , hey lets meet up , though it takes us almost half a year to plan a meet up but there was never a rejection .

That instant you reject me i just wonder .
I went home with a weird feeling just dont know what was wrong.
First i question myself , am i such a horrible friend that you are so desperate to not continue this friendship

i cant think anymore i just dont know .

seriously other than that i'm having a good time in life =) being able to serve God .
the joy of serving is making my lfie beautiful =)

Oh before i forgot , Constance i love you =) happy to see you happy

example of giving thanks

Mon, 09 Mar 2009 05:42:41 GMT

just last day my choir mate came in with few box of the yummiest pancakes , some drinks and a huge smile on his face.
then he offer to all of us =) he even serve us the drinks .

well, human nuature is to grab what they see , so all of us a dug into the food .

then we start to question , why the sudden treat ?

HE: smile ... " nothing lar , just feeling happy =)
human x : come share with us your happiness !
HE: i receive a pay cut letter on friday , saying that they are going to reduce 8 % of my salary
US : what ?
HE : therefore i am happy that i still have my 92% .

And he is definately the only 1% of the singaporean who would do that .

weekend ... no more !!!!

Mon, 09 Mar 2009 05:32:26 GMT

I work for half a day on saturday , end work at 1 p.m
then busy starts to dwell in after work ....

the real busy starts from 2p.m on saturday all the way till sunday 12 midnight .
i am simply not myself , and i just do .

I have been in this kind of lifestyle ..., no sure since when .
However , i loving it , very much loving it .

Thank god i'm still young and useful , thank god i'm being used , thank god that i'm of some help and thank god for all .

amen

for constance

Wed, 18 Feb 2009 05:58:49 GMT

you are like gone forever . ..